Over the last few days, I have made a conscious effort to let go of negative thoughts and self doubt. Earlier in the week, I had planned today's lesson for my students. It was something that I knew would be difficult for me to teach and difficult for them to learn. I knew it was going to be tough. So when I got to work this morning, I thought to myself: "Let's just forget that and do something a little easier today."
I caught myself right then. I was thinking negatively, and choosing the easy way out (instead of facing what I knew really needed to be done). Then, I tried to get to the root of my negative thinking:
- Could I teach this material in a way that my students could understand it? (self doubt)
- It would be easier to give them work that wouldn't be as challenging. (path of least resistance)
- What if they can't do it at all, and the lesson blows up in my face? (path of least resistance)
It was weird that I stopped myself in my tracks and went through this thought process. Normally, I would have busted out those worksheets and not thought twice about it. Not today. Not anymore!
I went ahead with the lesson, and lo and behold, this has been one of the *best* days in my teaching career. My students met the challenge head-on, and felt a strong sense of accomplishment when the work was complete. All of them were running up to my desk to show me their work. They were proud, and so was I.
Love it! I need some more of this self talk with my kids. And it's true that when we challenge them, they rise to that. But sometimes they complain too:) Glad you had a good day with them.
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